Difficult days

So this days i havent been doing my work like i use to in class so i think i am really way behind my search for an internship i have not really try my hardest on looking for places to intern or make up appointments. I think that i need additional help on finding a place i would be interested on. A thing that I am interested on is something to do with soccer I really want to gain more skills because thats my favorite sport and want to be someone important. This past two weeks I have been talking back to the teachers havent done any work barely on Beths class so I am trying to not get mad at them for everything they tell me to do.